Those times in you!

Caught in a cage kept away from a bright beautiful world and torn apart. I kept the small bird and thought its close to my heart. Days passed it never squealed...all for myself it singled. I admired its beauty and talent and never let the world knew. I was selfish to keep her to myself. When I was sure she is all for me, I opened the cage so that she could be more near to me. She hesitated a bit and looked around……strange was the world, which she never knew. The air of the freed one as she breathed for beauty grew with immense strength. She wanted to go to higher flights hence she revolted with greater force. Admirers grew and everything seemed new, she was happy for she liked all of it and she wanted to be free from me. I waited for her to return and was left in gloom. She is free and far from me, iam happy that I deserved this. Bondage is not a remedy for any relations to grow, you need freedom from within!!!.

Absorbing the brightest of mornings and facing the sun. The sky at its best. A flock of birds swaying in the air while me still sitting and staring at them with my hands cupped to the coffee mug!!! I look up to the creator and notice a tear droplet kissing down my cheeks. "Wish you were here....." the words came!!!

I walk down the stairs, with people staring or rather eyeing with no clue as of any reason for their hatred being pounding on me! Am i really that bad..? i think to myself and walk off!!

Life doesnt care about what you want.....but it will always give u what u need!!...... and it is good ! =)

or in other ways, if it really sends a row of wrong ones to get you to the right one......Go For it!! its worth!

I turn my gaze to the messed up room and lay down closing my eyes, going back to the spindle of past!!!

I cuddle onto the white shirt giving me his fragrance, with no sign of him around....i wipe my tear stained cheeks. I smile.....coz he loves it!

Time spent were like the dew drops in rain, but i will make sure the sun doesnt absorb them. Like every other day I pray, break down, pray again, smile, think, love, wait…….and still wait…!!!! :)

Essence of somebody new......in you!

Not the fact that life throws a million snow balls of hurdles at you in adiago, making you freeze with expressions of lips curved downwards, cornea soaked in streams, the left hemisphere wanting to go numb, when the right still holds on. Not feeling the disarmament of the viens exploding with red blood cells, leading the pumping of the heart inside with one part telling it to stop. Lungs demanding for more of hydrogen and oxygen molecules when its already dying. A flashback of times, flaunting the truth of never coming back. Luck is what happens when you dare to face the mirror and happen know the image inside it in all the possible ways. With fate showing you its back, you still hope to get something of called- life!!

knowledgeable with all kind of darkest sides of life’s pleasures....here iam....with time and its flavour. With some years of bitterment, i have achieved the gift of sweetness which proves to be more sweeter. We have to taste time’s each and every flavour. Missing on one would make you sigh when you sit at the last door of your life’s chapter. Talking about the species associated with our lives, whether they share the same sperm or not, they proactively provide you with a meaning. Like the ones who brought us up, or ones who made us smile or ones who sometimes get to be the lucky ones to make you happy. They are very much responsible for giving one word to our lives- beautiful! Reason, Season or a lifetime. You decide.

Sooner or later nothing’s as important as it seems at first. One of the hardest things to do would be to happily depart the past which is incompletely yours. Knowing you have to let it go. Whatever you do, you can never erase it from the silent limbo of memories which are completely yours. Be it the fact that you still miss them or want it to rewind back, you have to let it go. You just have to.

so here's to the future.....coz am done with my past & moving on being like a knower and much more stronger.